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MAY 26, 2021 // DYMAXION

DYMAXION has been out for a month now, and i meant to write an update about it the day it released. selling it, packing orders, and communicating with people listening to it has been full on since the release.

i was kindly profiled in Peterborough Currents. connecting with people locally has always meant a lot to me, and i think that’s why i love playing smaller towns like the one i’m from: the scale of the scene feels humane. i was on my homie Malcolm’s podcast, What Is This Music?!, where i said a lot of things, including mounting some honourable defences of nü-metal, “mumble” rap, and new country. i actually don’t talk about the new record on this one! i got a small shout out on CVLT Nation, which was surprising and dope. i put out a video for Expo ‘86. and, after a bunch of hustling, there are only 5 hard copies of the record left. I’ll have some further thoughts on this whole process soon.

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working with Wolfagram on this project was a goddamn pleasure, and i'm still stunned when i hear the beats that were created to represent this record's landscape. i think what we've woven together is a story worth hearing, and i hope you get into it.

i hope yr holding up okay and keeping the faith in whatever you keep faith in, even if yr wrong.
garbageface



MARCH 22, 2021 // BEHIND EVERY GATE, A SERPENT

everything can change in a second. one day you're walking along, you slip on the ice, and yr plans for the next few months change in an instant. that's what happened on the day that Cold Eye and myself were supposed to release this collaborative EP. the homie slipped on some ice while walking his dog out in the woods, suffered a double spiral fracture in his right leg, and that was that. we had to put him down.

... not really. he's going to be okay. it's going to be a long road to get back on his feet, but he will make it there. but goddamn if that doesn't underscore the sheer chaos of every day life, where everything is held together by thin string, until it isn't anymore.

the homie Bennett and i set out to make this short EP to help us exorcise some of the demons that had accreted in our bloodstreams throughout the year of 2020. it is meant to be an act of both letting go and guarding against, to flush out and fortify. the result is three songs, and a "split shirt" featuring two symbols drawn and adapted from our respective Polish and Armenian lineages.

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JANUARY 23, 2021 // 2020 REVIEW & 2021 ALMANAC

YEAR IN REVIEW:

total shows played: 0 (+2 livestreams)
total garbageface shows to date: 335
things released / done: DEFENESTRATION (released in March), and DYMAXION (being pressed)
coffee cups drank: ~600 (holding pattern)
cars exploded: 0 (holding strong, still)

THE ALMANAC:

when i wrote my 2020 almanac, i started it saying that 2019 was a motherfucker. hilarious. it was a motherfucker mostly because i kept up a busy pace of releases and activity, but also because almost all of my shit got stolen just before the end of the year. i started 2020 with the intention to not only rebuild after that, but to seriously get back into touring... LOL. so much for that.

i spent the first part of the year rebuilding (and rebuying gear for) my live setup, and used some of it to make the DEFENESTRATION beat and drone tape. right around the time that was done, i also finished off the vocals for DYMAXION, a full-length collaboration with thee homie Wolfagram. we took our time mixing it, it got mastered, and it's been done since October or so. though it didn't come out last year as i had hoped it would, it is well into the pressing process.

apart from those two projects, i spent a fair bit of time in the cave, rehearsing, getting used to my new live setup, writing — oh, and i rebuilt my website from the ground up (yr looking at it). i can't lie: playing live is still a real source of energy for me, and not being able to play this year has really worn me down. i struggled a lot with feelings of aimlessness and pointlessness and i'm still there in a lot of ways. but, dwelling on those feelings is even more pointless. the cycle repeats.

this year, DYMAXION will be released as a 12" LP sometime in the next couple of months, and it'll be limited to 100 copies. Wolfagram's beats are stellar, and i spent a long time crafting the lyrics to this one, so people who like to dissect lyrics and beat construction will be busy for a while. apart from that, i have another full album of music that i'm still writing lyrics for, and i should be releasing another collaboration with COLD EYE in the next few weeks.

2020 was definitely more of a motherfucker than i bargained for — and it probably was for you too. i don't really know of anyone who escaped from the year unscathed, who somehow managed to surf the wave without getting a few mouthfuls of salt water for good measure. indeed, i know a lot of us were banking on the arbitrary turn of the year to help reset everything, but... i think we've all been reminded by this point in the year that that's not really how time works.

and i guess that's what i'm realizing a few weeks in now — not realizing, remembering: that's not how anything works. chaos reigns, and we are foolish to wait for things to change in the particular way we want them to just by chance. we must intervene, we must help each other out, we must push each other forward, further and further down the timeline, in thee direction we want. chaos reigns, but very little happens by chance. this is like that proverb about knowing what you can change, and what you can't. sort of.

see you out there (maybe?),
garbageface.



MARCH 7, 2020 // DEFENESTRATION

imagine thinking that broken windows are a gateway crime, or that just seeing broken windows or someone urinating on the street would inspire you to indulge in criminal activity. in the 80s and 90s, the so-called “broken windows theory” became a fixture in the minds of the mayor and police force of New York City, and led to huge increases in police repression, as well as a concerted effort to harshly prosecute vandalism and other “quality of life crimes.” by latching on to that way of thinking, the mayor and the cops turned Manhattan, and NYC more broadly into a tourist-friendly police state, and it wasn’t long before the forces of gentrification were set in motion to make the wealthy more wealthy, and strengthen their grip on the development of the city.

at pretty much any given moment, a window might be all that stands between our own personal living or working space and the outside world. to have that barrier broken feels like a violation, but does that mean that every broken window is a harbinger of something even worse? if a broken window symbolizes impending social disorder, what does a neighbourhood full of cops on patrol symbolize?

on December 13, 2019, i had the majority of the music gear i use for my live shows stolen, and the thieves entered the building by breaking a window. this album is a banishment of the resulting negative thoughts, and a reminder to myself that breaking glass is one of my favourite sounds. after the theft, one of the only pieces of gear i had left was an MPC Live, which I used to make a lot of this album.

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JANUARY 6, 2020 // 2019 REVIEW & 2020 ALMANAC

YEAR IN REVIEW:

shows played: 18 (holding pattern)
total garbageface shows to date: 335
things released / done: the video for suspicious chronology (April), the Plague Mechanic EP & Puzzle collaboration with Dastard Hand (June), the Eighteen Trumpets Remix Album (August), Learning To Swim With Leviathan Book (December), residency at Precarious2 ArtsWork Festival including 4 instalments of The Drone Room (November / December)
coffee cups drank: ~600 (holding pattern)
cars exploded: 0 (holding strong, still)
gear stolen from me: almost all of it.

THE ALMANAC:

this past year was a motherfucker. writing it out above makes it seem quite prolific, but it really didn’t feel that way for me… maybe that’s a problem. anyhoo, after releasing TREPANATION I at the end of 2018, i hit the ground hard with a video for a part of it in April, and finished the work on Plague Mechanic EP around the same time. by mid-year, momentum was very strong, and things were feeling great.

in mid-year, i was accepted as an artist in residence at Precarious2, a festival of artswork in my hometown of Peterborough, Ontario. as part of that festival i was to create a publication about art and survival, and to create a composition that i would perform in an 8hr endurance performance on December 13th. it was something i had wanted to do for a long time, and with the support of the festival, i was able to not only publish the book, but to produce the composition and performance that i really wanted to do.

i finished the book, and it sold out in less than two weeks. on the eve of that 8hr performance, however, almost all of my gear was stolen, and the performance was cancelled. a lot of other stuff happened over the course of the year, but that last chain of events is seared on my mind at the moment.

i’ve talked it to death with friends and colleagues, but if i may say it one last time here… the hardest part of the theft was not the loss of gear. losing thousands of dollars worth of stuff was very, very hard, but thanks to help from a lot of amazing people, i’ve got some basic gear back — enough to be on my feet again. the main thing about the theft was the interruption of a creative process, and the aftermath. that’s something that i’ll need much more time to recover from.

and yet, i’m still here. one of the things i’ve learned through this music thing is that, if you stick around in it long enough, lots of crazy shit will happen to you. yr ability to survive is directly tied to yr ability to stand in the middle of the swirling wind and muck, and keep focused on yr task.

and so, i plan put one foot in front of the other in 2020, and keep going. i’m releasing new music soon, booking shows for later, and will probably have some surprises in store.

first up is finishing a full-length album with the homie Wolfagram. he’s one of my favourite producers, and he’s bestowed some most excellent beats for me to spit over. the results so far have been really solid and as we close in on finishing the project, i feel fucking great about it.

second up, i’ll be working on my live show, both at home and on the road. playing live is my favourite thing in the world, and for the past year, i’ve been low-key working on a new kind of live show, that will allow me to play and reinterpret my own material in various ways. though i was working on this new live show before most of my shit got stolen, it’s taken on a new urgency. thankfully, the main piece of gear i needed for this new live show was one of the only things that DIDN’T get stolen, so that’s a bonus.

thirdly… i’m gonna end there. i’ve got plenty of other things up my sleeve, but they will reveal themselves in good time.

if yr reading this, i thank you heartily for navigating away from one of the big websites that form the monoculture of online existence. i appreciate you taking any time to read this, and for engaging with my work on any level. finally, i wish you the best in this coming year. to my fellow artists out there, set yr intentions for the heart of the sun, and burn yrself as fuel in a fire of creation.

see you out there.

xo,
garbageface.


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